The First Step is Hardest.

Failure has always been a huge fear of mine. To the point of anxiety attacks, and I still have them but now I push through harder. I would give up before I even did any research. If I made it to the research stage, analysis paralysis would take over. I would become obsessed with findingContinueContinue reading “The First Step is Hardest.”

So Many Hats

Most days I am exhausted after doing all that needs to be done. Only to realize that I missed so many other things. This year things will be different. I am stepping into and accepting all the hats I must wear. Also I am leaving behind hats that no longer fit my situation and lifestyle.ContinueContinue reading “So Many Hats”

In The Shadows No More

I love the way the flower contrasts with the marble background.

The Fourgineer

*This was supposed to go up last week but…yeah life happened. Good morning, it’s Saturday and the kid is awake! I was not ready, especially since she has tried to sleep in all week. Now that we have nowhere to be and no reason to go. Still, it looks a little gloomy outside. So maybeContinueContinue reading “The Fourgineer”

Tired of Waiting

Power Struggles

So we got up on this lovely morning and had a little adventure. We walked up the street and stopped to read. We had a moment when we got home. She wasn’t interested in doing what I asked. I just wanted to write in quiet. It was a true meeting of wills and nobody won.ContinueContinue reading “Power Struggles”

Mood Board: A Wallflowers Confession:

So I am feeling inspired today and created this mood board with Canva. I have been writing so I thought I would reward myself by creating some visuals for the #wallflowerproject. I am happy and excited again. Sometimes you have to take a break and have some fun. I love using this app to makeContinueContinue reading “Mood Board: A Wallflowers Confession:”

I haven’t done this in a while.

I haven’t posted a picture by myself or of myself in a long time. I don’t usually “feel” up to it, but today I do. My dirty camera actually worked in my favor 😆. I get stuck in mommy mode and have a hard time pulling back and being Kendra. Kendra likes pretty shirts, earrings,ContinueContinue reading “I haven’t done this in a while.”

Transparency: This blog is going to suck for a little bit, but that is okay, for now.

For the past couple of weeks, I have been considering closing up my blog, putting away my pens, and giving up. I want to quit and just say this wasn’t for me. This isn’t my time, but I had to ask myself, when will it ever be. When Marley gets older, when Jeremiah moves upContinueContinue reading “Transparency: This blog is going to suck for a little bit, but that is okay, for now.”

Pressed

Time keeps slipping away Leaving a chasm and it’s obligations Life always moving Stuck in the same place Everyone around me Moving with grace I’m pressed for time I’m pressed for breath It depletes me It adds to me I recognize though Diamonds are born Under pressure

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